going crazy

alright...so im officially addicted to itsjudyslife...seriously..its like the kardashians (not really). my sisters been watching her for awhile now, and got me into it. judy and benji are sooo cute together! how he proposed, her wedding, their travels, alll the delicious food, etc. i love benji!! hes seriously every girls dream guy....well atleast mine hahah! not so much of his outside appearance but his intelligence, goofiness, and passion for different things. most guys..not all, are so into silly things nowadays...idk its hard to explain...i mean come on benji,, really cooking? tea? not that i want someone to cook for me...lol well sorta, but he has hobbies unlike the norm- sports, videogames,..etc (which arent bad, but to a certain point) but you get me, girls? but really, thats a major turn on for me...a guy whose really passionate about a hobby. i love the knowledge and practice behind it all! sooo sexyyyyy lol! its so weird watching it at the same time..actually seeing a married couple together..always together. never hit me till now...u better know darn sure that u love the person ull be with in a house with for the rest of ur life, every little detail.. smelling their farts to even waking up right beside them every morning! commitment is a scary thought! the feeling of independent seems so much better, but i wouldnt know about committing.